Thursday, June 22, 2006

Fruitcakes!

Here's a thought. It's quite possibly something that doesn't leave your mind often so it should be easy enough to bring to attention. Can you think of having to pay for something that wasn't your fault to begin with, but have to go through with it just because someone or possibly more than one person did so, and you have to bear the yoke also? Strikes more than a chord, doesnt it?

I really haven't a clue as far as why such things happen, but I can agree with you that I have gone through similar situations. And in some cases, have been that someone thanks to whom a whole bunch of people get affected. Neither is an envious position to be in, and both leave emotional scars that somehow etch themselves deep where it matters - across the heart.

Was thinking about Joseph's life and how he had to go to prison through no fault of his, when the Lord reminded me of two other people who probably had to suffer the longest - forty years! Let me take you some five hundred years after the Joseph incident, and you meet two guys, no more than soldiers, who endured in silence.

Meet Joshua and Caleb. One was Moses' assistant. Read Exodus and Numbers and you get to know a person who seldom ventured beyond Moses' tent, except of course, when it came to war. Interesting pasttime, wouldn't you agree? And nothing more is said of the other person except that he was another warrior. They probably fought together many times, or didn't even know each other - Israel had one HUGE army, easily numbering five hundred thousand soldiers and odds are, they hadnt even met before the spy operation.

Spy operation? Sounds interesting, and these men were part of an elite espionage team sent to check out the promised land, Canaan. They went, and found the most beautiful land they'd ever seen, and brought back fruits of sizes that we can only imagine or see in cartoons these days. Two men, who saw the promise of God coming through, not only in their lives, but also in the lives of their countrymen. And then came the pinch.

'...they brought back word to them and to all the congregation, and showed them the fruit of the land. 27 Then they told him, and said: "We went to the land where you sent us. It truly flows with milk and honey, and this is its fruit. 28 Nevertheless the people who dwell in the land are strong; the cities are fortified and very large; moreover we saw the descendants of Anak there. 29 The Amalekites dwell in the land of the South; the Hittites, the Jebusites, and the Amorites dwell in the mountains; and the Canaanites dwell by the sea and along the banks of the Jordan."
30 Then Caleb quieted the people before Moses, and said, "Let us go up at once and take possession, for we are well able to overcome it."
31 But the men who had gone up with him said, "We are not able to go up against the people, for they are stronger than we." 32 And they gave the children of Israel a bad report of the land which they had spied out, saying, "The land through which we have gone as spies is a land that devours its inhabitants, and all the people whom we saw in it are men of great stature. 33 There we saw the giants[ d] (the descendants of Anak came from the giants); and we were like grasshoppers in our own sight, and so we were in their sight."
' [Num 13:27-33]

Again, I must confess I've read this passage so many times earlier, but then, God's got His ways of reminding His children of things that have been there for all eternity as far as we're concerned, quite simply so we could know we're not the only ones having to go through such situations, and possibly, even why. I re-read the passage, and I coudln't help feeling sorry for Joshua and Caleb, not to mention everyone else. They had to wait 40 long years before their dream of possessing the promised land finally came true - for no fault of theirs! Can you imagine the frustration? The eternal dream, foiled by their own counterparts, who in all probability had no idea of what they'd got themselves, and others into...

Sadly, it is the situation we end up having to live with more often than less. Life across history has been the same - sometimes we're in Joshua's shoes, and sometimes, we're the ones who have wrecked that eternal dream. And what do we do about it?

Looking back at Joshua's tryst with destiny scares me. Read Numbers 14 for everything that happened. Those who'd done the damage wanted to reverse and it, and they tried, with disastrous results. Maybe, just maybe, could it be possible that we are expected to go through certain areas of life which seem to be there for no reason at all? Kinda reminds you of those thorns that come along with the rose.

But, God had something in store which young Joshua never had thought about. Moses' assistant was foreordained by God to become Moses' replacement. And if Moses had to go through 40 years of trudging in the wilderness(after his murdering one Egyptian soldier) for the kind of training he needed to lead Israel through trudging in the wilderness, Joshua needed 40 years for what I'm not very sure about, but am wondering if it was patience. Cmon, the guy was a soldier, and I don't think being a soldier and being a leader (government job) go together. Patience to deal with people I suppose, and these people were of such a level even Moses lost his temper with them twice, ultimately leading to His not setting foot on the promised land.

But that is not what I'm trying to say here. Joshua would never have expected what God had planned for him all along. Maybe, you dont know what God has planned for you either. Maybe, you are the kind of person who wouldn't want such a job. You'd rather settle down doing nothing? waste time, watch grandchildren playing... sounds almost amusing, but thats what Caleb got. Don't forget the other spy who was right, yet lost to an overwhelming majority that was wrong. Forty years he waited, and one day, God gave him his dream inheritance. No doubt he'd seen the place when he went spying, and dreamt about it the moment he set his eyes upon it. Ofcourse the wait was long, but the Lord didn't forget him. His eyesight was unchanged - as good at 85 as it was at 45, and so was his strength.

There's something so very nice about Caleb's possession. Read about it in Joshua 14. The Lord'd promised him Hebron, and the Lord brought it to pass. He trusted the Lord, and the Lord came through for him. What a story!

Written: Jan 19, 2006

When dreams don't come true; and when they do.

13 I would have lost heart, unless I had believed
That I would see the goodness of the LORD
In the land of the living
. [Psalms 27:13]

What a powerful verse. I have (to be honest, only occasionally) wondered about the various poeple in the Bible. Especially those in the old testament era. Have wondered how people made do without electricity a lot of times, and invariably, everytime I find a mosquito on me. Once, I even ventured as far as putting myself in their shoes - all the way from Adam & Eve, except I coudln't bring myself to take Joseph's shoes. And yes, I do have something in common, as the Lord was kind enough to remind me through Bishop T. D. Jakes' message that was aired on the 5th of Jan 2006. He simply said "Keep your gifts hidden while they grow" while talking about Jesus' family fleeing to Egypt. Joseph had to go through hate, negligence, a near death experience, and eventually went all the way - found himself being sold to poeple who looked pretty much like terrorists by his loves ones - all because he didn't know to keep his mouth shut about what was, in all likelihood, a divine revelation of blessings to come.

Stopped me cold. I mean, there are a lot of incidents in the Bible that can be surprisingly similar to what you or a loved one has been going through, but God can still stun you the way He opens your eyes just when you need it. He did that with Abraham; with Hagar; and He'd do that with you too.

It still seems unfathomable. I've read Joseph's story all my life, but have never thought of this. You could read the same passage a hundred times, and God can still show you something new everytime. Try imagining all the thinking God put into placing a Bible in your hands and mine. He does mean it when He says " Lean not on your own understanding", doesn't He?

Yet in all those, you can hear yourself think - wasn't that the road God chose for Joseph? You wonder - doesn't the road to greatness lead through a dark valley? Maybe. The Bible does say " All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be". [Psalms 139:16] But one shoudln't forget that God honours our choices, whether right or wrong. And sometimes, we do end up suffering because of someone else's choices, and likewise, others suffer because of the choices we make that inadvertently affect them. Remember Joshua and Caleb had to wait 40 more years to inherit Canaan just because the others weren't ready to go?

But then, you see the Lord's goodness. Joseph met with more troubles than he deserved, probably. It just couldn't be his fault he looked attractive, or the fact that he was plain clever and efficient, or that God was with him, but he did have to face several dark tunnels before he faced daylight. Only God knows how many times he'd seen light at the end of his tunnel and rejoiced, and eventually found it was only a train... He'd tried to get himself out also. Remember the time he told the chief butler to remember him and tell someone? Anyone. But rejoice when things dont happen the way you expect them to. That is usually irrefutable evidence that God's got something higher up His sleeve. Mary and Martha would have given anything to have Jesus come to their house when Lazarus was just sick. They were shattered when He came 4 days late, and never realized why until Jesus awakened Lazarus from the dead . The longer you wait, the greater the miracle. When the pain increases, it is irrefutable evidence that a child is about to be born.

Look at Joseph when God was through with him. Ruler of Egypt. Pharoah was only namesake. Here was the power. In the hands of someone who was sold into slavery by poeple he loved, just becase he'd dreamed of something that went beyond accepted norms - his family bowing before him. And let me remind you, for no reason at all
; God made it happen. And how.

Written: Jan 11, 2006

Prophets in designer suits and German engineering

To all my readers, I'm well and truly sorry for not having put something in here throughout the last six months. Of course, I assume blame, but the drought initially started when we were not allowed to access a whole lot of sites in the office, including blogger.com which was (and still is) put under the blocked list for "online sales and merchandise"!!!

Anyways, life has been quite a cuppa tea (and you can imagine what that means to a caffeine addict) and anyways, 'I finally got some sense knocked into me' [Simba's dialouge in the Lion King] and so, here I am.


Lately, have been hearing a lot about prosperity and Christian life, but never really concerned myself about it until one very ugly newspaper article came up, which went on and on about how pastors and preachers apparently had enough to buy/posses their own Honda City and/or Mercedes-Benz cars and Armani suits. And interestingly, the guy who'd forwarded this message to my friend wondered if 'men of God' were allowed such 'excesses' in life.


My first concern was of course, whether men of God were allowed such excesses in life. Pardon me, but I couldn't really understand the mind of a person who'd love to have his own Mercedes-Benz or BMW or Audi or a Ferrari or a Rolls if he could afford it, and feel someone else wasn't supposed to because this 'someone else' is seen on a stage behind a pulpit. Now, what sort of sense is that? The OT has 10 commandments, and Jesus, rewrote the commandments, making them both simple and complicated at the same time. He simply said "Love your God above all else" and "Love your neighbour as yourself", and when you look carefully, you notice that 4 of the original 10 deal with Jesus' first commandment and the rest with the second. Bang in target, wouldn't you say? If I like something and would like to have it, couldn't someone else like the same thing too? It's sad to know such attitude prevails with Christians more than anywhere else.


And then, the sheer white-facedness of the person writing the article! Apparently, some pastor has his own Benz, and his son drives a City. Dude, if you want the same thing deep down, why don't you ask God for it? I'm not saying this myself; Jesus said so. "Ask, and you shall receive"; not "be a dog in the manger" for crying out loud! Our heavenly Father, still holds the right to give us or refrain from giving, but we, as His children are expected to ask. It may be something dumb, somethign we may not ask, but the Bible says God expects us to do so. After all, Jesus said 9
"Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? 10Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? 11If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him! 12So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets. Matt 7:9-12

But then, I noticed another problem here. If I am one of those people who lead miserly lives, I can't very well expect others to follow my foot steps. Living like a hermit doesn't make me holier-than-thou! It may be what I decide to do with my life, but then, that's no reason to compel another person to live like me - I might as well ask you to eat grass like a cow - you know the look you'll give me.


People talk a lot about prosperity theories nowadays, and please understand - this is purely my personal opinion. Prosperity doesn't necessarily have to be material blessing. It could be spiritual, physical (health), popularity... anything. Even so, there is nothing that prohibits poeple of God from being financially well off, or practically rich. It is God's to give, to whomever He wills to give, not ours. Remember that parable where a man makes workers toil in his vineyard, and eventually gives the same wages to the guy who worked for hours and the guy who worked for less than an hour? That's God. That's the way He is - we are not expected to understand what He does, but neither are we expected to talk bad about what He's done for someone else.


And another area where people get carried away easily is with slandering 'famous' men and women of God. Good heavens! Aren't you gonna heap coals on your own head? Look at David - knowing Saul as well as he did, he never did anything to Saul. Vexed he was, what, with Saul chasing him mercilessly all his youth, but he wouldn't dare to speak or do anything against "the Lord's anointed". Would that such a thought plague Christians nowadays. Even if you are firmly convinced that someone is the embodiment of evil, you can't really expect to slander that person, and get away with it where God is concerned. And the funny part is, chances are, you're the one who's trying to destroy their life, not them! That someone doesn't even know who you are, and hasn't done anything against you (there could be exceptions, but David, is the ideal answer) and if he's hurt by what you've done, and asks the Lord to avenge him, where will you be? Assuming he sins (everybody sins, and you're no exception, as much as you'd love to think that way), couldn't he have gone to God and asked for forgiveness, and chances are, he's a lot closer to God than you are?


Look carefully at things like these, and you notice the ugly green blobs of jealously and envy. And I'm sorry to note that it's got more berth in the lives of 'good christian people' than most others. Look around you. Look at the world. The autobahns of the worst gossip and slander aren't had to miss.


Your life is a lot of things, agreed, but it's more about your relationship with your Maker. And contrary to popular ideas and beliefs, it is governed only by how much you're willing to put into that relationship. Someone said "A relationship involves spending time and energy you normally would spend otherwise", and it's true in the case of your relationship with God as well. Look at your own life! Do what is expected of you. Look into your life before you think about looking into your neighbours'.
1"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. 2For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. Matt 7:1,2